There is a lot to update you on here, but little time and energy in which to do it. (As if that's a suprise.) One thing I would like to express however, is a song that's been captured in my soul for awhile now. Hopefully in the near future this will turn to motivation and bear fruit. Thank you very much to Mr. Michael W. Smith for letting God work within him and through him to put this song out, which I am sure speaks to many more hearts than just my own.
"Missing Person" by Michael W. Smith:
Another question in meUntil next time, whenever that may be....
One for the powers that be
It's got me thrown
And so I put on my poker face
And try to figure it out
This undeniable doubt
A common occurance
Feeling so out of place
Guarded and cynical now
Can't help but wondering how
My heart evolved into
A rock beating inside of me
So I reel such a stoic ordeal
Where's that feeling that I don't feel
There was a boy who had the faith to move a mountain
And like a child he would believe without a reason
Without a trace he disappeared into the void and
I've been searchin' for that missing person
Under a lavender moon
So many thoughts consume me
Who dimmed that glowing light
That once burned so bright in me
Is this a radical phase
A problematical age
That keeps me running
From all that I used to be
Is there a way to return
Is there a way to unlearn
That carnal knowledge
That's chipping away at my soul
I've been gone too long
Will I ever find my way home
He used to want to try the straight and narrow
He had a fire and he could feel it in the marrow
It's been a long time and I haven't seen him lately
But I've been searchin' for that missing person
- Iszi
